by Sadhu Sunder Singh
Typed by Kathy Sewell ksewell[@]gate.net
June 25, 1997
This book is in the public domain
BY
TRANSLATED FROM THE URDU BY
REV. ARTHUR AND MRS. PARKER
FLEMING H. REVELL COMPANY
LONDON AND EDINBURGH
1922
This little book was published in
Urdu in India, where also an English translation was issued.
In the preparation of this
translation we have been fortunate in having the co-operation of
the Sadhu himself, and in concert with him certain alterations
have been made with a view to remove obscurities and give added
point and clearness wherever possible. While striving to provide
a careful translation, a certain freedom of expression has been
made use of wherever necessary, at the same time care has been
taken to preserve the true spirit and meaning of the original.
To those who, like ourselves, have
had the good fortune to see the Sadhu at his work in India, the
whole atmosphere of the book is familiar. In true Oriental
fashion one has seen him seated on the ground in the midst of a
large number of eager inquirers of both sexes and all classes.
His bearing on such occasions one can never forget. His
simplicity and plain common sense often lay open the very heart
of a spiritual problem, and his quiet humour raises an occasional
ripple of amusement, which again subsides into a feeling of
reverence as the deeper significance of his answers makes itself
felt.
The man himself, in his own
gracious and dignified personality, makes an indelible impression
on the mind. He becomes more than a charming memory; he remains
as a compelling force in the lives of many who have sat with him
at the Master's feet.
This little book goes out as an
emanation from a mind chastened and refined by experience and
prayerful meditation, and chosen by the Lord of love and mercy to
make Him known in life as well as in word.
The words of Christ -
"Ye call me Master and Lord:
and ye say well; for so I am." (John xiii.13)
"Take my yoke upon you and
learn of me . . . and ye shall find rest unto your souls." (Matt.
xi.29)
There is nothing so perfect in the
world as to be quite above objection and criticism. The very sun
which gives us light and warmth is not free from spots, yet
notwithstanding these defects it does not desist from its regular
duty. It behooves us in like manner to carry on to the best of
our ability what has been entrusted to us, and strive constantly
to make our lives fruitful.
When the truths set forth in this
book were revealed to me by the Master they deeply affected my
life, and some of them have been used by me in my sermons and
addresses in Europe, America, Africa, Australia, and Asia. At the
request of many friends I have now gathered them together in this
little book, and though it is possible that there are defects in
setting them forth, I am sure that those who read them with
prayer and an unprejudiced mind will benefit from them as I have.
It would be impossible for me to
set forth these truths that have been revealed to me except in
parabolic language, but by the use of parables my task has been
made comparatively easy.
It is my prayer that as God by His
grace and mercy has blessed me by these truths, so also they may
be a blessing to every reader.
Your humble servant,
Sundar Singh
Once on a dark night I went alone
into the forest to pray, and seating myself upon a rock I laid
before God my deep necessities, and besought His help. After a
short time, seeing a poor man coming towards me I thought he had
come to ask me for some relief because he was hungry and cold. I
said to him, "I am a poor man, and except this blanket I
have nothing at all. You had better go to the village near by and
ask for help there." And lo! even whilst I was saying this
he flashed forth like lightning, and, showering drops of blessing,
immediately disappeared. Alas! Alas! it was now clear to me that
this was my beloved Master who came not to beg from a poor
creature like me, but to bless and to enrich me (2 Cor. viii.9),
and so I was left weeping and lamenting my folly and lack of
insight.
On another day, my work being
finished, I again went into the forest to pray, and seated upon
that same rock began to consider for what blessings I should make
petition. Whilst thus engaged it seemed to me that another came
and stood near me, who, judged by his bearing and dress and
manner of speech, appeared to be a revered and devoted servant of
God; but his eyes glittered with craft and cunning, and as he
spoke he seemed to breathe an odour of hell.
He thus addressed me, "Holy
and Honoured Sir, pardon me for interrupting your prayers and
breaking in on your privacy; but is is one's duty to seek to
promote the advantage of others, and therefore I have come to lay
an important matter before you. Your pure and unselfish life has
made a deep impression not only on me, but upon a great number of
devout persons. But although in the Name of God you have
sacrificed yourself body and soul for others, you have never been
truly appreciated. My meaning is that being a Christian only a
few thousand Christians have come under your influence, and some
even of these distrust you. How much better would it be if you
became a Hindu or a Mussulman, and thus become a great leader
indeed? They are in search of such a spiritual head. If you
accept this suggestion of mine, then three hundred and ten
millions of Hindus and Mussulmans will become your followers, and
render you reverent homage."
As soon as I heard this there
rushed from my lips these words, "Thou Satan! get thee hence.
I knew at once that thou wert a wolf in sheep's clothing! Thy one
wish is that I should give up the cross and the narrow path that
leads to life, and choose the broad road of death. My Master
Himself is my lot and my portion, who Himself gave His life for
me, and it behooves me to offer as a sacrifice my life and all I
have to Him who is all in all to me. Get you gone therefore, for
with you I have nothing to do."
Hearing this he went off grumbling
and growling in his rage. And I, in tears, thus poured out my
soul to God in prayer, "My Lord God, my all in all, life of
my life, and spirit of my spirit, look in mercy upon me and so
fill me with Thy Holy Spirit that my heart shall have no room for
love of aught but Thee. I seek from Thee no other gift but
Thyself, who art the Giver of life and all its blessings. From
Thee I ask not for the world or its treasures, nor yet for heaven
even make request, but Thee alone do I desire and long for, and
where Thou art there is Heaven. The hunger and the thirst of this
heart of mine can be satisfied only with Thee who hast given it
birth. O Creator mine! Thou hast created my heart for Thyself
alone, and not for another, therefore this my heart can find no
rest or ease save in Thee, in Thee who hast both created it and
set in it this very longing for rest. Take away then from my
heart all that is opposed to Thee, and enter and abide and rule
for ever. Amen."
When I rose up from this prayer I
beheld a glowing Being, arrayed in light and beauty, standing
before me. Though He spoke not a word, and because my eyes were
suffused with tears I saw Him not too clearly, there poured from
Him lightning-like rays of life-giving love with such power that
they entered in and bathed my very soul. At once I knew that my
dear Saviour stood before me. I rose at once from the rock where
I was seated and fell at His feet. He held in His hand the key of
my heart. Opening the inner chamber of my heart with His key of
love, He filled it with His presence, and wherever I looked,
inside or out, I saw but Him.
Then did I know that man's heart is
the very throne and citadel of God, and that when He enters there
to abide, heaven begins. In these few seconds He so filled my
heart, and spoke such wonderful words, that even if I wrote many
books I could not tell them all. For these heavenly things can be
explained only in heavenly language, and earthly tongues are not
sufficient for them. Yet I will endeavour to set down a few of
these heavenly things that by way of vision came to me from the
Master. Upon the rock on which before I sat He seated Himself,
and with myself at His feet there began between Master and
disciple the conversation that now follows.
The Disciple,--O Master,
Fountain of life! Why dost Thou hide Thyself from those that
adore Thee, and dost not rejoice the eyes of them that long to
gaze upon Thee?
The Master,--1. My true
child, true happiness depends not upon the sight of the eyes, but
comes through spiritual vision, and depends upon the heart. In
Palestine thousands looked upon Me, but all of them did not thus
obtain true happiness. By mortal eyes only those things can be
perceived that are mortal, for eyes of flesh cannot behold an
immortal God and spiritual beings. For instance, you yourself
cannot see your own spirit, therefore how can you behold its
Creator? But when the spiritual eyes are opened, then you can
surely see Him who is Spirit, (John iv.24), and that which you
now see of Me you see not with eyes of flesh, but with the eyes
of the spirit.
If, as you say, thousands of people
saw Me in Palestine then were all their spiritual eyes opened, or
did I Myself become mortal? The answer is, No! I took on a mortal
body so that in it I might give a ransom for the sins of the
world; and when the work of salvation was completed for sinners (John
xix.30), then that which was immortal transfigured what was
mortal into glory. Therefore after the resurrection only those
were able to see Me who had received spiritual sight (Acts x. 40,41).
2. Many there are in this world who
know about Me, but do not know Me; that is they have no personal
relationship with Me, therefore they have no true apprehension of
or faith in Me, and do not accept Me as their Saviour and Lord.
Just as if one talks with a man
born blind about different colors such as red, blue, yellow, he
remains absolutely unaware of their charm and beauty, he cannot
attach any value to them, because he only knows about them, and
is aware of their various names. But with regard to colors he can
have no true conception until his eyes are opened. In the same
manner until a man's spiritual eyes are opened, howsoever learned
he may be, he cannot know Me, he cannot behold My glory, and he
cannot understand that I am God Incarnate.
3. There are many believers who are
aware of My presence in their hearts bringing to them spiritual
life and peace, but cannot plainly see Me. Just as the eye can
see many things, yet when someone drops medicine into the eye
does not see it, but the presence of the medicine is felt
cleansing the inner eye and promoting the power of sight.
4. The true peace which is born of
My presence in the hearts of true believers they are unable to
see, but, feeling its power, they become happy in it. Nor can
they see that happiness of mind or heart through which they enjoy
the peace of My presence. It is the same with the tongue and
sweetmeats. The faculty of taste which resides in the tongue and
the sweetness it perceives are both invisible. Thus also I give
My children life and joy by means of the hidden manna, which the
world with all its wisdom knows not nor can know (Rev. ii.7).
5. Sometimes during sickness the
faculty of taste in the tongue is interfered with, and during
that time, however tasty the food given to the sick person may be,
it has an ill taste to him. In just the same way sin interferes
with the taste for spiritual things. Under such circumstances My
Word and service and My presence lost their attraction to the
sinner, and instead of profiting by them he begins to argue about
and to criticize them.
6. Many believers again--like the
man born blind, on receiving his sight--are able to see Jesus as
a prophet and the Son of Man, but do not regard Him as the Christ
and the Son of God (John ix.17, 35-37), until I am revealed to
them a second time in power.
7. A mother once hid herself in a
garden amongst some densely growing shrubs, and her little son
went in search of her here and there, crying as he went. Through
the whole garden he went, but could not find her. A servant said
to him, "Sonny, don't cry! Look at the mangoes on this tree
and all the pretty, pretty flowers in the garden. Come, I am
going to get some for you." But the child cried out, "No!
No! I want my mother. The food she gives me is nicer than all the
mangoes, and her love is sweeter far than all these flowers, and
indeed you know that all this garden is mine, for all that my
mother has is mine. No! I want my mother!" When the mother,
hidden in the bushes, heard this, she rushed out and, snatching
her child to her breast, smothered him with kisses, and that
garden became a paradise to the child. In this way My children
cannot find in this great garden of a world, so full of charming
and beautiful things, any true joy until they find Me. I am their
Emmanuel, who is ever with them, and I make Myself known to them
(John xiv.21).
8. Just as the sponge lies in the
water, and the water fills the sponge, but the water is not the
sponge and the sponge is not the water, but they ever remain
different things, so children abide in Me and I in them. This is
not pantheism, but it is the kingdom of God, which is set up in
the hearts of those who abide in this world; and just as the
water in the sponge, I am in every place and in everything, but
they are not I (Luke xvii.21).
9. Take a piece of charcoal, and
however much you may wash it its blackness will not disappear,
but let the fire enter into it and its dark colour vanishes. So
also when the sinner receives the Holy Spirit (who is from the
Father and Myself, for the Father and I are one), which is the
baptism of fire, all the blackness of sin is driven away, and he
is made a light to the world (Matt. iii.11, v.14). As the fire in
the charcoal, so I abide in My children and they in Me, and
through them I make Myself manifest to the world.
The Disciple,--Master, if
Thou wouldst make a special manifestation of Thyself to the world,
men would no longer doubt the existence of God and Thy own
divinity, but all would believe and enter on the path of
righteousness.
The Master,--1. My son, the
inner state of every man I know well, and to each heart in
accordance with its needs I make Myself known; and for bringing
men into the way of righteousness there is no better means than
the manifestation of Myself. For man I became man that he might
know God, not as someone terrible and foreign, but as full of
love and like to himself, for he is like Him and made in His
image.
Man also has a natural desire that
he should see Him in whom he believes and who loves him. But the
Father cannot be seen, for He is by nature incomprehensible, and
he who would comprehend Him must have the same nature. But man is
a comprehensible creature, and being so cannot see God. Since,
however, God is Love and He has given to man that same faculty of
love, therefore, in order that that craving for love might be
satisfied, He adopted a form of existence that man could
comprehend. Thus He became man, and His children with all the
holy angels may see Him and enjoy Him (Col. i.15, ii.9).
Therefore I said that he that hath seen Me hath seen the Father (John
xiv.9-10). And although while in the form of man I am called the
Son, I am the eternal and everlasting Father (Isa. ix.6).
2. I and the Father and the Holy
Spirit are One. Just as in the sun there are both heat and light,
but the light is not heat, and the heat is not light, but both
are one, though in their manifestation they have different forms,
so I and the Holy Spirit, proceeding from the Father, bring light
and heat to the world. The Spirit, which is the baptismal fire,
burns to ashes in the hearts of believers all manner of sin and
iniquity, making them pure and holy. I who am the True Light (John
i.9, viii.12), dissipate all dark and evil desires, and leading
them in the way of righteousness bring them at last to their
eternal home. Yet We are not three but One, just as the sun is
but one.
3. Whatever worth and power and
high faculty God has endowed man with must be brought into action,
otherwise they gradually decay and die. In this way faith, if it
is not truly fixed on the living God, is shattered by the shock
of sin and transformed into doubt. Often one hears something like
this, "If this or that doubt of mine be removed I am ready
to believe." That is as though one with a broken limb should
ask the doctor to take away the pain before he sets the limb.
Surely this is folly, for the pain comes from the breaking of the
limb, and when that is set the pain will of itself pass away.
Thus by the act of sin man's tie with God has been snapped, and
doubts, which are spiritual pains, have arisen. It needs must,
therefore, that the union with God be again renewed, then those
doubts which have arisen regarding My divinity and the existence
of God will of themselves disappear. Then in place of pain there
will come that wonderful peace which the world cannot give nor
take away. Thus it was that I became flesh, that between God and
poor broken men there might be union, and they might be happy
with Him in heaven for evermore.
4. God is love, and in every living
creature He has set this faculty of love, but especially in man.
It is therefore nothing but right that the Lover who has given us
life and reason and love itself should receive His due tribute of
love. His desire is to all He has created, and if this love be
not rightly used, and if we do not with all our heart and soul
and mind and strength love Him who has endowed us with love, then
that love falls from its high estate and becomes selfishness.
Thus arises disaster both for ourselves and for other creatures
of God. Every selfish man, strangely enough, becomes a self-slayer.
This also I have said, "Love
thy neighbour as thyself." Now although in a sense all men
are neighbours one of another, yet the reference is especially to
those who habitually live near each other, for it is an easy
matter to live at peace with one who is near at hand for a few
days only, even though he be unfriendly; but in the case of one
who has his dwelling near you, and day by day is the cause of
trouble to you, it is most difficult to bear with him, and love
him as yourself. But when you have conquered in this great
struggle it will be more easy to love all others as yourself.
When man with all his heart, mind,
and soul loves God, and his neighbour as himself there will be no
room for doubts, but in him will be established that Kingdom of
God of which there should be no end, and he, melted and moulded
in the fire of love, will be made into the image of his heavenly
Father, who at the first made him like Himself.
5. Also I manifest Myself by means
of My Word (the Bible) to those who seek Me with a sincere heart.
Just as for the salvation of men I took on a human body, so My
Word also, which is Spirit and Life (John vi.63) is written in
the language of men, that is, there are inspired and human
elements united in it. But just as men do not understand Me, so
they do not understand My Word. To understand it a knowledge of
the Hebrew and Greek tongues is not a necessity, but what is
necessary is the fellowship of that Holy Spirit, abiding in whom
the prophets and apostles wrote it. Without doubt the language of
this Word is spiritual, and he who is born of the Spirit is alone
able fully to understand it, whether he be acquainted with the
criticism of the world or be only a child, for that spiritual
language is well understood by him since it is his mother tongue.
But remember that those whose wisdom is only of this world cannot
understand it, for they have no share in the Holy Spirit.
6. In the book of nature, of which
I also am the Author, I freely manifest Myself. But for the
reading of this book also spiritual insight is needed, that men
may find Me, otherwise there is a danger lest instead of finding
Me they go astray.
Thus the blind man uses the tips of
his fingers as eyes, and by means of touch alone reads a book,
but by touch alone can form no real estimate of its truth. The
investigations of agnostics and sceptics prove this, for in place
of perfection they see only defects. Fault finding critics ask,
"If there is an Almighty Creator of the world why are there
defects in it, such as hurricanes, earthquakes, eclipses, pain,
suffering, death, and the like?" The folly of this criticism
is similar to that of an unlearned man who finds fault with an
unfinished building or an incomplete picture. After a time, when
he sees them fully finished, he is ashamed of his folly, and ends
by singing their praises. Thus too, God did not in one day give
to this world its present form, nor will it in one day reach
perfection. The whole creation moves onward to perfection, and if
it were possible for the man of this world to see from afar with
the eyes of God the perfect world in which no defect appears, he
too would bow in praise before Him and say, "All is very
good" (Gen. i.31).
7. The human spirit abides in the
body very much as the chicken in the shell. If it were possible
for the bird within the shell to be told that outside of it was a
great widespread world, with all kinds of fruit and flowers, with
rivers and grand mountains, that its mother also was there, and
that it would see all this when set free from its shell, it could
not understand or believe it. Even if anyone told it that its
feathers and eyes, ready now for use, would enable it to see and
to fly, it would not believe it, nor would any proof be possible
till it came out of its shell.
In the same way there are many who
are uncertain about the future life and the existence of God,
because they cannot see beyond this shell-like body of flesh, and
their thoughts, like delicate wings, cannot carry them beyond the
narrow confines of the brain. Their weak eyes cannot discover
those eternal and unfading treasures which God has prepared for
those who love Him (Isa. lxiv.4, lxv.17). The necessary condition
for attaining to this eternal life is this, that while still in
this body we should receive from the Holy Spirit by faith that
life-giving warmth which the chicken receives from its mother,
otherwise there is danger of death and eternal loss.
8. Again, many say that the thing,
or the life, that has a beginning must of necessity have an end.
This is not true, for is not the Almighty who is able at His will
to make from naught a thing which is, also able by the word of
His power to confer immortality on that which He has made? If not
He cannot be called Almighty. Life in this world appears to be
liable to decay and destruction, because it is in subjection to
those things which are themselves the subject of change and decay.
But if this life were set free from these changeful and decaying
influences, and brought under the care of the eternal and
unchanging God, who is the fountain and source of eternal life,
it would escape from the clutch of death and attain to eternity.
As for those who believe on Me,
"I give unto them eternal life, and they shall never perish,
neither shall any man pluck them out of My hand" (John x.28).
"I am the Lord God Almighty that is and was and is to come"
(Rev. i.8).
The Disciple,--Master, it is
clear to almost everyone that to disobey God and to cease to
worship Him is sin, and the deadly result is seen in the present
state of the world. But what sin really is is not absolutely
clear. In the very presence of Almighty God, and in opposition to
His will, and in His own world, how did sin come to be?
The Master,--1. Sin is to
cast aside the will of God and to live according to one's own
will, deserting that which is true and lawful in order to satisfy
one's own desires, thinking thus to obtain happiness. Yet in so
doing one does not obtain real happiness or enjoy true pleasure.
Sin has no individuality, so that no one can say of it that
someone created it. It is simply the name of a state or condition.
There is only one Creator and He is good, and a good Creator
could not have created a bad thing, for to do so would be against
His very nature. And apart from the one Creator there is no other
who could have created sin. Satan can only spoil that which has
already been created, but he has not the power of creating
anything. So sin is not a part of creation, nor has it
independent existence such that it could be created. It is simply
a delusive and destructive state of being.
For instance, light is something
which has real existence, but darkness has not; it is only a
state, the absence of light. Thus sin or evil is not a self-existent
thing, but simply the absence or nonexistence of good. This dark
state of evil is most terrible, for because of it many miss the
right course, and making shipwreck on the rocks of Satan fall
into the darkness of hell and are lost. For this reason I who am
the Light of the world became manifest in the flesh, so that
those who put their trust in Me should not perish, for I rescue
them from the power of darkness and bring them safe to that
desired and heavenly haven, where there is neither name nor sign
of darkness (Rev. xxi.23, xxii.5).
2. You ask how this dark state of
sin came to be in the very presence of the Lord of creation. It
arose because Satan and men, of their own motion in an unlawful
and wrong way, sought to carry out their own desires. And if you
ask why God did not make man in such a way that he could not fall
into such a state, the answer is that if he had been constructed
like a machine he could never have attained to that state of
happiness which is reached only by action in accordance with one's
own choice. Adam and Eve fell into the wiles and deceit of Satan
because in their sinless state they did not know there were such
things as lies and deceit. Before this, Satan himself did not
know of the existence of that pride by reason of which he was
cast out of heaven, for before him no such thing as pride existed.
And although both in men and Satan this state of sin came to be,
God by His almighty power has given that state a new aspect, so
that even from it He has brought forth the noblest results.
First of all, the boundless love of
God was made manifest in the incarnation and redemption, which
under other circumstances would have remained hidden; and in the
second place, the redeemed, after having tasted the bitterness of
sin, will more richly enjoy the happiness of heaven, just as
after a taste of bitterness the sweetness of honey gives greater
delight. For in heaven they sin no more, but in meekness and
obedient love they serve their Father God, and abide with Him in
joy for evermore.
3. Men are keen on discovering
faults in the sun and moon, such as spots and eclipses, but to
the spots and eclipses of sin they give no heed. From this you
may measure how great that darkness in men is, when the very
light they have is darkness (Matt. vi.23). Just as the body of
the leper by reason of his disease becomes numb and insensible,
so the heart and mind of man by reason of sin become dull and
insensate, and bring to him no sense of disgust or pain. But the
time will come when he will awake to its terrible ravages, and
then there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.
4. Many who are immersed in sin are
unaware of its load, just as one who dives into the water may
have tons of water upon him, but is wholly unaware of its weight
until he is choked in death. But he who emerges from the water
and seeks to carry some away soon finds its weight, however
little he takes up; and he who, finding the burden of his sin,
comes to Me in penitence will freely receive true rest, for it is
such I come to seek and to save (Matt. xi.28, Luke xix.10).
5. It is not necessary that every
single member of the body should become useless and weak before
death occurs. A weakness of, or a blow upon, the heart or the
brain will suffice to bring an end to life, however strong and
healthy other parts of the body may be. Thus one sin by its
poisonous effect on the mind and heart is sufficient to ruin the
spiritual life not of one only, but of a whole family or nation,
even of the whole race. Such was the sin of Adam. But as one word
from Me could bring Lazarus from the tomb, even so it is
sufficient to give eternal life to all.
6. Sometimes it happens that an
animal or bird after long association with man returns to its own
kind, but they, instead of welcoming it, set upon it and do it to
death, the reason being that by its long residence and
familiarity with man, its habits and manner of life have entirely
changed. In the same way as animals do not admit to their society
those of their kind that have come under man's influence, how can
the saint and angels in heaven welcome those sinners who have
lived in intimate relations with wicked men? This does not mean
that saints and angels have no love for sinful men, but the holy
atmosphere of heaven will itself be distasteful to such men. For
clearly, when in this world sinners dislike the company of good
men, how can they be happy in their company throughout eternity?
To them a heaven of that sort would be as distasteful as hell
itself.
Do not suppose that God or His
people will turn sinners out of heaven and cast them into hell,
for God who is Love, never cast anyone into hell, nor ever will
do so. It is the foul life of the sinner that will bring him to
hell. Long before the end of life brings heaven and hell near to
us, there has been set up in every man's heart, according to his
good or evil nature, his own heaven or hell. Therefore whosoever
longs to be saved from that eternal torment, let him truly repent
of his sins and give his heart to Me, that by My presence with
him and the Holy Spirit's influence, he may become for ever a
child of the kingdom of God.
7. A rebel against a king or
government in this world may save himself by taking refuge in
another country, but where shall a rebel against God flee for
safety? Wherever he goes, even in heaven or hell, he will find
God ever present. (Psa. cxxxix.7,8). He will find his safety only
in repentance and submission to his Lord.
8. For Adam and Eve the fig leaves
were too scanty a covering, so God gave them coats of skin. In
this way, too, man's good deeds are as useless as the fig leaves
to save him from the wrath to come. Nothing will suffice save My
robe of righteousness.
9. The moth thinks not of the
burning and destructive power of the flame, but fascinated by its
brilliancy rushes into it and perishes. So man, regardless of the
destructive and poisonous power of sin, and feeling only its
allurement, rushes in to his eternal destruction. But My light
rescues the sinner from death, and bestows upon him life and
enduring happiness. Man was so made as to be capable of
appropriating the precious gift of My true light.
10. Sin is not an illusion or a
thing of the imagination, but in this state of spiritual darkness,
by the exercise of the evil will of man, such living seeds of
evil have come into existence as will for ever infect his spirit
and finally destroy it--just as smallpox in quite a short time
will destroy the beauty of a man for all time, turning it to
repulsive ugliness. As God did not create wickedness, so also He
did not create disease and bodily pains. They are simply the
natural issue of man's disobedience. Pain and disease also are
not things of the imagination, but are the outward and visible
fruits of the hidden unseen disease of sin, whether it be one's
own sin or that of the family of which one is a member. When all
these members repent and are united with Me, My health-giving
blood circulates through all, healing all their internal and
unseen diseases and giving to them health for all eternity. For
such a state of health man was created, that he might for ever
dwell in happiness with his Lord and Master.
The Disciple,--Master, in
these days some learned men and their followers regard Thy
atonement and the redemption by blood as meaningless and futile,
and say that Christ was only a great teacher and example for our
spiritual life, and that salvation and eternal happiness depend
on our own efforts and good deeds.
The Master,--1. Never forget
that spiritual and religious ideas are connected less with the
head than with the heart, which is the temple of God, and when
the heart is filled with the presence of God the head also is
enlightened. For the mind and the eyes of the understanding are
useless without the true light, as the natural eyes are without
daylight. In the dark one may mistake a rope for a snake, just as
the wise of this world pervert spiritual truth and lead astray
simple minds. So Satan when beguiling Eve made use not of the
sheep or the dove but of the serpent, the most crafty of all the
animals. So he takes the wisdom of the wise and the skill of the
learned, and of them makes instruments suited to his purpose. But
it is not enough to be learned and clever; one must also have the
innocence of the dove, therefore I have said, "Be ye wise as
serpents and harmless as doves" (Matt. x.16).
2. My cross and atonement do the
same for believers as the serpent of brass did for the Israelites,
for whoever looked up to that with the eyes of faith was saved (Num.
xxi.9, John iii.14,15). There were some, however, who, instead of
believing, thought of it as brass only and began to criticize and
say, "If Moses had provided an antidote, or were to give us
some powerful drug or special medicine for these venomous
serpents, that would be a proper object of faith, but what power
has this pole over poisonous venom?" They all died. In these
days too, those who cavil about the method of salvation which God
has appointed will perish in the poison of their own sin.
3. A young man fell down a
precipice and was so much injured, and lost so much blood that he
was at the point of death. When his father took him to the doctor
he said, "The life is the blood, and the supply of this
young man's blood is exhausted; but if anyone is prepared to
sacrifice his own life he may recover, otherwise he will die."
The father, whose heart was overflowing with love for his son,
offered his own blood, and this being injected into the young man's
veins he recovered. Man has fallen from the mount of holiness and
lies broken and wounded by his sins, and by reason of those
wounds his spiritual life has ebbed away and he is near to death.
But for those who believe in Me I pour forth my own everlasting
and spiritual blood, that they may be saved from death and obtain
eternal life. For this purpose have I come that they might have
life and have it more abundantly (John x.10), and thus live for
evermore.
4. In ancient times men were
forbidden to drink the blood of animals, or to eat certain foods,
in the belief that they would thus escape certain diseases; and
also lest, as a man has an animal body, his animal propensities
might be strengthened by eating flesh and drinking blood. But now
"My flesh is meat indeed and My blood is drink indeed"
(John vi.55), for they give spiritual life, and by them perfect
health and heavenly happiness and joy are received.
5. The forgiveness of sins does not
mean full salvation, for that can only come with perfect freedom
from sin. For it is possible that a man should die from the
disease of his sin, though he has received full pardon for it.
For instance, a man had his brain affected owing to an illness of
long standing, and whilst thus affected he made an attack upon
another man and killed him. When sentence of death was pronounced
upon him, his relatives explained the circumstances and appealed
for mercy for him, and he was granted pardon for the sin of
murder. But before his friends could reach him with the good news,
indeed while they were on the way, he had died of the sickness by
reason of which he had committed the murder.
What advantage was this pardon to
the murderer? His real safety would have been to be cured of his
disease, and then he would have had real happiness in his pardon.
For this reason I became manifest in the flesh that I might
deliver penitent believers from the disease of sin, from its
punishment and from death; thus taking away both cause and effect.
They will not die in their sins, for I will save them (Matt. i.21),
and they shall pass from death to becomes heirs of eternal life.
6. To many people life is full of
peril, and they are like that hunter who caught sight of a
honeycomb on the branch of a tree overhanging a stream. Climbing
up, he began to enjoy the honey, quite unaware of the fact that
he was in peril of death, for in the stream beneath him lay an
alligator with open jaws waiting to devour him, while around the
foot of the tree a pack of wolves had gathered waiting for him to
descend. Worse still, the tree on which he sat had been eaten
away at the roots by an insect and it was ready to fall. In a
short time it did fall, and the unwary hunter became the prey of
the alligator. Thus, too, the human spirit, ensconced in the body,
enjoys for a short time the false and fleeting pleasures of sin
gathered in the honeycomb of the brain, without a thought that it
is in the midst of this fearsome jungle of the world. There Satan
sits ready to tear it to pieces, and hell like an alligator waits
with open mouth to gulp it down, while, worst of all, the tiny
unseen insect of sin has eaten away the very roots of the body
and life. Soon the soul falls and becomes an everlasting prey to
hell. But the sinner who comes to Me I will deliver from sin,
from Satan, and from hell, and will give him eternal joy "which
none shall take away from him" (John xvi.22).
7. Satan with crafty speech and
enticements draws men to him and swallows them down just as a
snake fascinates little birds by the magnetism of its glittering
eye, and makes a prey of them. But to those who believe on Me I
give deliverance from that old serpent and from the seductions of
this soul-destroying world. I set them free so that, as a bird,
easily resisting the force of gravity which is in the earth,
flies freely through the open heaven, they mount on the wings of
prayer and reach at last the abode of safety and their hearts
dear home, drawn by the sweet attractions of My love.
8. Just as a man with jaundice sees
everything yellow, so to the sinner and the philosopher truth
itself takes on the form and fashion of his sin or his theories,
and it is not a matter of much surprise if such people go a step
further and count Me a sinner like themselves. But My work, which
is the salvation of sinners, does not depend on the good opinion
of the world, but for ever moves on its undisturbed way in the
lives of believers. Just as Levi, being still in the loins of
Abraham, paid tithe to Me though he was not yet born, so all
generations of believers have in Me, offered upon the cross, the
atonement and ransom for their sins, though they were not at that
time even born; for this salvation is for all races of men in the
world.
9. This saying, that a man can by
his own effort and good works acquire salvation, is foolish and
absurd so long as the man is not born again. World-rulers and
teachers of morality say, "Become good by doing good,"
but this is what I say, "Become good yourself before doing
good works." When that new and good life has been entered
upon, good deeds will be the natural result.
It is only a fool that will say
that a bitter tree by constantly bearing fruit will at last
become sweet. As a matter of fact a bitter tree can become sweet
by being grafted on a sweet tree, so that the life and qualities
peculiar to the sweet tree will pass into the bitter one and its
natural bitterness will pass away. This is what we call a new
creation. So too the sinner may have the desire to do what is
right, and yet the only result is sin; but when he repents and by
faith is grafted into Me the old man in him dies, and he becomes
a new creature. Then from this new life which has its origin in
salvation good deeds come forth as fruit, and this fruit abides
for ever.
10. There are many who have learnt
from experience that man's natural goodness cannot give true
peace of heart, nor can it give him a certainty of salvation or
eternal life. The young man who came to Me seeking eternal life
is a case in point. His first thought with regard to Me was wrong,
as is that of some worldly-wise men and their followers at the
present day. He thought Me to be one of those teachers who are
like whited sepulchres, and in whose lives there is not a
particle of true goodness. Therefore I said to him, "Why do
you ask Me about goodness? There is none good but One." But
he failed to see in Me the one giver of goodness and life; and
when I sought to admit him to My companionship and make him a
truly good man, and bestow life upon him, he became sad and left
Me. His life, however, makes one thing perfectly clear, and that
is that his keeping the commandments and his goodness did not
satisfy him or give him the assurance of eternal life. If his
good works had given him peace he would not have come to inquire
of Me, or had he come he would not have left Me in sorrow, but,
believing My words, would have gone away rejoicing.
Not long afterwards the young man
Paul recognized Me, and the desire of his heart was completely
fulfilled. Instead of turning away in sadness he gave up all that
he had and followed Me (Phil. iii.6-15). So everyone who ceases
to trust in his own righteousness and follows Me shall receive
from Me true peace and everlasting life.
The Disciple,--Sometimes
this question is asked, "Since God is fully aware of our
needs, and knows how to supply them in the best way, not for the
good only but for the evil, how should we pray to Him about them?
Whether our necessities be temporal or spiritual, can we by our
prayers alter the will of God?"
The Master,--1. Those who
ask such a question show clearly that they do not know what
prayer is. They have not lived a prayerful life, or they would
know that prayer to God is not a form of begging. Prayer does not
consist in an effort to obtain from God the things which are
necessary for this life. Prayer is an effort to lay hold of God
Himself, the Author of life, and when we have found Him who is
the source of life and have entered into communion with Him, then
the whole of life is ours and with Him all that will make life is
perfect. To evildoers God, out of love for them, gives what is
necessary for their life in this world, but their spiritual
necessities He does not even show to them, as they have no
spiritual life.
Were He to bestow such spiritual
blessings upon them, they would not be able to appreciate them.
But on those who believe gifts of both kinds are bestowed,
especially spiritual blessings, with the result that very soon
they pay little regard to temporal blessings, but fix their love
on the unseen and spiritual. We cannot alter the will of God, but
the man of prayer can discover the will of God with regard to
himself. For to men of this kind God makes Himself manifest in
the hidden chamber of the heart, and holds communion with them;
and when His gracious purposes are shown to be for their good,
then the doubts and difficulties of which they complain pass away
for ever.
2. Prayer is, as it were, a
breathing in of the Holy Spirit, and God so pours His Holy Spirit
into the life of the prayerful that they become "living
souls" (Gen. ii.7; John xx.22). They will never die, for the
Holy Spirit pours Himself by means of prayer into their spiritual
lungs, and fills their spirits with health and vigour and
everlasting life.
God, who is Love, has freely
bestowed on all men those things which are necessary for both the
spiritual and temporal life, but since He offers salvation and
His Holy Spirit to all as freely, they are lightly esteemed. But
prayer teaches us to value them, because they are as necessary as
air and water, heat and light, without which life is impossible.
The things for our spiritual life God has freely provided, but
men so lightly regard them that they offer no thanks to their
Creator; but on the other hand, His gifts of gold, silver, and
precious jewels, which are scarce and obtained with great
difficulty, they highly esteem, though with such things the
hunger and thirst of the body cannot be assuaged, nor the
longings of the heart be satisfied. With such folly do men of the
world act with regard to spiritual things, but to the man of
prayer are given true wisdom and eternal life.
3. This world is like a widespread
ocean in which men sink and are drowned, but marine animals carry
on their life in the deepest water, because they occasionally
come to the surface and, opening their mouths, take in a certain
amount of air, which enables them to live in the depths. So they
who rise to the surface of this life-ocean, by means of private
prayer breathe in the life-giving Spirit of God, and find even in
this world life and safety.
4. Although fish spend their whole
life in the salt water of the sea, yet they do not themselves
become salty, because they have life in them; so the man of
prayer, though he has to live in this sin-defiled world, remains
free of the sinful taint, because by means of prayer his life is
maintained.
5. Just as the salt water of the
sea is drawn upwards by the hot rays of the sun, and gradually
takes on the form of clouds, and, turned thus into sweet and
refreshing water, falls in showers on the earth (for the sea
water as it rises upwards leaves behind it its salt and
bitterness), so when the thoughts and desires of the man of
prayer rise aloft like misty emanations of the soul, the rays of
the Sun of Righteousness purify them of all sinful taint, and his
prayers become a great cloud which descends from heaven in a
shower of blessing, bringing refreshment to many on the earth.
6. Just as the waterfowl spends its
life swimming in the water, yet when in flight its feathers are
perfectly dry, so men of prayer have their abode in this world,
but when the time comes for them to fly aloft they pass from this
sin-polluted world and arrive without spot or stain at their
everlasting home of rest.
7. The ship, quite properly, has
its place in the water, but for the water to flow into the ship
is both unsuitable and dangerous. So for a man to have his abode
in this world is right and good for himself and others, for,
keeping himself afloat, he will be able to help them to arrive
along with himself at the haven of life. But for the world to
find its way into his heart means death and destruction.
Therefore the man of prayer ever reserves his heart for Him who
formed it to be His temple, and thus both in this world and that
which is to come he rests in peace and safely.
8. We all know that without water
it is impossible to live; but if we sink beneath it we choke and
die. While we need to make use of and drink water, we ought not
to fall into and sink beneath it. Therefore the world and worldly
things must be used with discretion, for without them life is not
only difficult but impossible. For this very purpose God created
the world that men might make use of it, but men should not drown
themselves in it, for thus the breath of prayer is stopped and
they perish.
9. If by ceasing to live the life
of prayer the life of the spirit begins to fail, then those
worldly things which are intended to be useful become hurtful and
destructive. The sun by its light and heat makes all vegetable
things to live and flourish, and also causes them to wither and
die. The air also gives life and vigour to all living beings, but
itself is the cause of their decomposition. Therefore "Watch
and Pray."
10. We ought so to live in this
world that though we are in it we are not of it, and then the
things of this world instead of being hurtful will be useful, and
will help the growth of the spiritual life; but only on this
condition, that the spirit ever keeps its face turned towards the
Sun of Righteousness. Thus it sometimes happens that in a plot of
unclean and filthy ground flowers spring up and flourish, and the
sweet scent of the flowers overpowers the evil smell of the place.
The plants, turning towards the sun, receive from it light and
heat, and the filth instead of being hurtful to the plants
fertilizes them and helps them to grow and flourish. So, too, the
man of prayer as he prays turns his heart to Me, and receives
from Me light and warmth, and amidst the ill odours of this evil
world the sweet scent of his new and holy life glorifies Me, and
there is produced in him not sweet odours only, but also fruit
which shall abide for ever.
1. To pray does not imply that
without prayer God would not give us anything or that He would be
unaware of our needs, but it has this great advantage, that in
the attitude of prayer the soul is best fitted to receive the
Giver of blessing as well as those blessings He desires to bestow.
Thus it was that the fullness of the Spirit was not poured out
upon the Apostles on the first day, but after ten days of special
preparation.
If a blessing were conferred upon
one without a special readiness for it, he would neither value it
sufficiently nor long retain it. For instance, because Saul
obtained the Holy Spirit and the kingship without seeking for
them he very soon lost them both, for he had set out from home
not to obtain the Holy Spirit but to look for his lost asses (1
Sam. ix.3; x.11; v.13-14; xxxi.4).
2. The man of prayer alone can
worship God in spirit and truth. Others are like the sensitive
plant; during worship, affected by the teaching and presence of
the Holy Spirit, they shrivel up, as it were, and bowing their
heads become serious, but scarcely have they left the church
before they brighten up and go on as before.
3. If we do not take care of a tree
or a shrub which bears good fruit or flowers, it will degenerate
and go back to its wild state. In the same way, if the believer,
through the neglect of prayer and the spiritual life, ceases to
abide in Me, he will, because of this carelessness, fall from
that state of blessedness, and sinking again into his old sinful
ways be lost.
4. When we see a crane standing
motionless on the side of a tank or lake, we may suppose from his
attitude that he is musing on the glory of God or the excellent
quality of the water. But no such thing! He stand there
motionless for hours, but the moment he catches sight of a frog
or small fish he springs upon it and gulps it down. Just such is
the attitude and method of many with regard to prayer and
religious meditation. Seated by the shore of the boundless ocean
of God, they give no thought to His majesty and love, or to His
divine nature that cleanses from sin and satisfies the hungry
soul, but are wrapped up in the thought of acquiring some
specially desired object, by means of which they may more fully
indulge in the delights of this fleeting world. Thus they turn
away from the fountain of true peace, and, immersing themselves
in the fading joys of this world, with them also die and pass
away.
5. Water and petrol both come from
the earth, and though they seem to be alike and even the same,
they are in nature and purpose exact opposites, for the one
extinguishes fire and the other adds fuel to it. So also the
world and its treasures, the heart and its thirst for God are
alike His creation. Now the result of the attempt to satisfy the
heart with the wealth and pride and honours of this world is the
same as if one tried to put out a fire with petrol, for the heart
can only find ease and satisfaction in Him who created both it
and the longing desire of which it is conscious (Ps. xlii.1,2).
Therefore whoever now comes to Me I will give to him that living
water so that he will never again thirst, but it shall be in him
a well of water springing up into eternal life (John iv.14).
6. Men try in vain to find peace in
the world and the things of the world, for experience plainly
shows that true peace and satisfaction are not to be found in
them. They are like the boy who found an onion and began peeling
off its skins in the hope of finding something inside it, just as
one finds in a box on taking the lid off. But his was an
altogether futile expectation, since he found nothing but the
last skin, for an onion is nothing but a collection of skins. And
this world and all that belongs to it has been proved to be
vanity of vanities (Eccles. xii.8), until men discover the true
fountain of peace (Isa. lv.1; Jer. ii.13; Rev. xxii.17).
7. The world is like a mirage, and
the truth seeker, hoping to find something to satisfy his thirsty
spirit, starts off in search of it but meets with nothing but
disappointment and despair. The water of life cannot be found in
man-made tanks or cracked cisterns; but those who approach Me in
prayer with a pure heart will find in Me, who am the source of
the living water, that from which they may obtain satisfaction,
invigoration, and eternal life (Isa. lv.1; Jer. ii.13; Rev. xxii.17).
A woman was traveling along a
mountain track, carrying her child in her arms, when the child,
catching sight of a pretty flower, made such a spring out of its
mother's arms that it fell headlong down the mountain side,
struck its head upon a rock, and died on the spot. Now it is
perfectly clear that the safety and sustenance of the child were
to be found in its mother's bosom, and not in those fascinating
flowers which were the cause of its death. So acts the believer
whose life is not a life of prayer. When he catches sight of the
fleeting and fascinating pleasures of the world he forgets My
love and care which are far greater than those of the mother, and,
neglecting that spiritual milk which I provide for him, leaps out
of My arms and is lost.
9. The sustenance which the mother
provides is so arranged that it cannot be obtained without some
effort on the part of the infant. So also My children whom I bear
in My bosom cannot obtain without seeking, the spiritual milk
which is able to save their souls. And as the child does not need
to be taught, but knows by instinct where and how to obtain its
food, so those who are born of the Spirit know by a spiritual
instinct, and not from worldly philosophy or wisdom, how to pray
and to obtain from Me, their spiritual Mother, the milk of
eternal life.
10. I have infused into man's
nature hunger and thirst, that he may not in sheer heedlessness
regard himself as God, but that day by day he may be reminded of
his needs and that his life is bound up with the life and
existence of Someone who created him. Thus being made aware of
his defects and necessities, he may abide in Me and I in him, and
then he will ever find in Me his happiness and joy.
1. To pray is as it were to be on
speaking terms with Me, and so by being in communion with and
abiding in Me to become like Me. There is a kind of insect which
feeds upon and lives among grass and green leaves and becomes
like them in colour. Also the polar bear dwelling among the white
snows has the same snowy whiteness, and the tiger of Bengal bears
upon its skin the marks of the reeds among which it lives. So
those, who by means of prayer abide in communion with Me partake,
with the saints and angels, of My Nature, and being formed in My
image become like Me.
2. When for but a short time I drew
Peter, James, and John into communion with Me upon the Mount, I
showed them somewhat of My glory, and of all the saints two only,
Moses and Elias, appeared to them; they were so captivated with
that brief glimpse of heavenly glory that they wished to erect
three tabernacles in order to live there (Matt. xvii.1-5). How
wonderful, then, will be the happiness of those who abide in Me,
and with saints and angels innumerable enter into their longed-for
heaven, and share with Me My full glory which knows no loss nor
shadow of change (John xvii.24; James i.17). The man of prayer
shall never be alone, but he shall abide with Me and My holy ones
for ever (Matt. xxviii.20; Zach. iii.7-8).
3. It is not a great thing to
control and make use of wild animals, lightning, the wind, and
light, and other powers of nature, but to gain the mastery over
the world and Satan and self, with all its passions, is of a
truth a most momentous and necessary thing. Upon those only who
live a life of prayer do I bestow the power to overcome all the
might of the enemy (Luke x.17,20), so that even while they live
in this world they abide with Me in the heavenly places (Eph. ii.6),
and Satan being below and they above he is never able to reach
them, but they abide for ever with Me in safety and without a
tremor of fear.
Although men have now obtained
control over the powers of nature they are not to travel beyond
the bounds of the air, while the man of prayer, having mastered
Satan and self, can range at will the everlasting heavens.
4. Just as the bee collects the
sweet juice of the flowers and turns it into honey without
injuring their colour or fragrance, so the man of prayer gathers
happiness and profit from all God's creation without doing any
violence to it. As bees also gather their honey from flowers in
all sorts of different places and store it in the honeycomb, so
the man of God gathers sweet thoughts and feelings from every
part of creation, and in communion with his Creator collects in
his heart the honey of truth, and in enduring peace with Him at
all times and in all places, tastes with delight the sweet honey
of God.
5. Now is the time to obtain and
keep in the vessels of our hearts the oil of the Holy Spirit, as
the five wise virgins did (Matt. xxv.1-13); otherwise like the
five foolish ones we shall meet with nothing but grief and
despair. Now also you must collect the manna for the true Sabbath,
otherwise there will be nothing left you but sorrow and woe (Ex.
xvi.15,27). "Pray, therefore, that your flight may not be in
the winter," that is, in time of great distress or the last
days, "or on the Sabbath day," that is, the reign of a
thousand years of eternal rest, for such an opportunity will
never occur again (Matt. xxiv.20).
In the same way as climate produces
a change in form, colour, and the habits of growth in plants and
flowers, so those who maintain communion with Me undergo a
development of their spiritual nature in habit, appearance, and
disposition; and putting off the old man they are transformed
into My own glorious and incorruptible image.
With my finger I wrote upon the
ground the sinful state of each of those who, regardless of their
inner vileness, brought the woman taken in adultery for
condemnation, so that they left her one by one and went away
abashed and ashamed. With My finger, too, I point out in secret
to My servants their wounds of sin, and when they repent, with a
touch of the same finger I heal them; and in the same way as a
child grasps his father's finger and by it help walks along with
him, so I with My finger lead My children along the road from
this world to their home of rest and everlasting peace (John xiv.2,3).
7. Oftentimes men pray to the
Father in My name, but do not abide in Me, that is, they take My
name into their mouths and on their lips, but not into their
hearts and lives. That is the reason why they do not obtain what
they pray for. But when I abide in them and they in Me, then
whatever they ask from the Father they receive, because they pray
under the direction of the Holy Spirit in that condition. The
Holy Spirit shows them what will glorify the Father and be best
for themselves and for others. Otherwise they will get such an
answer as a bad son got from a governor whom his father had
served with great courage and honour. When the son presented a
petition in his father's name and asked for some employment and
favour, the governor pointed out to him his evil life and habits,
and said, "Do not petition me in your father's name, but
first go and act according to his example. Let his high worth be
not on your lips only, but carry it into your life, and then your
petition will be accepted."
8. Between the prayers of those who
worship and praise Me with their lips only and of those who do so
from their heart there is a very great difference. For instance,
one who was a true worshipper was constantly praying for another
that his eyes might be opened and that he might accept the truth,
while the other was a worshipper in name only often prayed in his
enmity against My true worshipper that he might be struck blind.
Finally the prayers of the true worshipper were heard by the
loving will of God, and he who was formerly only a hypocrite
received spiritual sight. With his heart full of joy this man
became a true believer, and a sincere and lasting brother of My
true servant.
9. Prayer makes things possible for
men which they find impossible by other means, and they
experience such wonderful things in life as are not only opposed
to the rules and opinions of worldly wisdom, but are held to be
impossible altogether. Scientific men do not recognize that He
who set all created things in order and made laws for them,
cannot be imprisoned behind the bars of his own laws. The ways of
the great Lawgiver are inscrutable, because His eternal will and
purpose is the blessing and prosperity of all His creatures, and
the reason the natural man cannot grasp this fact is because
spiritual things are spiritually discerned (1 Cor. ii.14).
The greatest of all miracles is the
new birth in man, and to the man who has experienced this miracle
all others become possible. Now in very cold countries a bridge
of water is a common sight, because when the surface of a river
is frozen hard the water beneath still flows freely on, but men
cross over the icy bridge with ease and safety. But if one were
to speak of a bridge of water spanning a flowing river to people
who are constantly perspiring in the heat of a tropical clime,
they would at once say that such a thing was impossible and
against the laws of nature. There is the same great difference
between those who have been born again and by prayer maintain
their spiritual life, and those who live worldly lives and value
only material things, and so are utterly ignorant of the life of
the soul.
10. He who desires by prayer to
obtain from God the blessing of a spiritual life must believe and
obey without questioning. The man who came to Me with a withered
hand, when I commanded him to stretch out his hand instantly
obeyed, and so his hand became whole as the other (Matt. xii.10-13).
But suppose instead of that instant obedience he had begun to
argue and say, "How can I stretch out my hand? If I had been
able to do that, why should I have come to Thee? First of all
heal my hand, and then I shall be able to stretch it out."
All this would have been considered very reasonable and to the
point, but his hand would never have been healed.
He who prays must believe and be
obedient, and stretch out to Me in prayer his weak and withered
hands, and then it will be for Me to give him spiritual life, and
according to his need it shall be granted to him (Matt. xxi.22).
The Disciple,--Master, what
is the real meaning of service? Is it that we serve the Creator
and then His creatures for His sake? Is the help of man, who is
after all but a mere worm, of any value to God in caring for His
great family, or does God stand in need of the help of man in
protecting or preserving any of His creatures?
The Master,--1. Service
means the activity of the spiritual life and is the natural
offering prompted by love. God, who is Love, is ever active in
the care of His creation, and His desire is that His creatures
and especially man, whom He formed in His own image and likeness,
should never be idle. In the care and preservation of His
creatures God needs the help of none, for He created them in such
a way that without His help they could not continue to exist, and
He it is who has provided all that is required to satisfy their
desires. In true service of others there is this great advantage
that it helps him who serves--just as it happened to you in Tibet.
When you were in fear of death on account of the bitter cold, you
saw one lying buried in the snow and at the point of death, you
went to him and lifting him on to your shoulders carried him
forward, and the efforts you made produced heat in your body
which also passed into his, and both he and you were saved, so
that in rescuing him you saved your own life. This is the true
end of service. No one can live alone and deprived of the help of
others. Should anyone receive help from another, and be unwilling
to return such assistance as he can, such an ungrateful fellow
would have no right to expect any help from any one at all.
2. Until a man brings into the
service of God and man faculties and powers with which God has
endowed him, he will not receive from God the help He alone can
bestow. As soon as man does his part God will complete it. For
instance, the removal of the stone from the grave of Lazarus was
man's work, and it was not necessary for God to put forth His
power to do that; but when the people had rolled away the stone,
then God, that is Myself, did that which was beyond the power and
skill of man, for I gave life to the dead. Even after that there
was work for man to do in releasing Lazarus from the grave-clothes
that he might be perfectly free (John xi.39,41,44).
So with regard to those who are
dead in sin. It is the work of My disciples to roll away the
gravestones of hindrance and difficulty, but to bestow life is My
work. Often, too, some who have received spiritual life still
remain in bondage to their old bad habits and evil associations,
and it is the duty of My children to lead them into perfect
freedom; and to render this great service they should ever be
alert in heart and soul.
3. A certain king on his deathbed
spoke to a faithful servant of his as follows: "It has been
my custom when setting out on a journey to send you before me to
announce me and make preparations for my reception. I am going to
the land of the dead. Go, therefore, and inform them that I am
about to join them." At first the honest servant did not
understand what his lord meant, but as soon as he saw that his
meaning was that he should die and thus precede him to the land
of the dead, the faithful fellow, without a moment's hesitation
or doubt, plunged a sword into his heart, and thus entered the
country of the dead, there to await his lord. Thus it is the duty
of those who serve Me, who am the Lord of Life and the King of
kings (Acts iii.15; Rev. xix.16), to carry the gospel of
salvation to those who are dead in sin, and to be ready even to
give their lives for Me, who came to earth for their salvation
and will come yet once more (Rev. ii.10).
4. A rebellious son once left his
father's house and joined a band of robbers and became in time as
bold and ruthless as the rest. The father called his servants and
ordered them to go to his son and tell him that if he would
repent and return home all would be forgiven, and he would
receive him into his home. But the servants, in dread of the wild
country and fierce robbers, refused to go. Then the elder brother
of the young man, who loved him as his father did, set off to
carry the message of forgiveness. But soon after he had entered
the jungle a band of robbers set upon him and mortally wounded
him. The younger brother was one of the band, and when he
recognized his elder brother he was filled with grief and remorse.
The elder brother managed to give the message of forgiveness and
then, saying that the purpose of his life was fulfilled and love's
duty done, he gave up the ghost. This sacrifice of the elder
brother made so deep an impression on the rebellious youth that
he went back in penitence to his father and from that day forward
lived a new life. Is it not right, therefore, that My sons should
be prepared to sacrifice their lives in order to bring the
message of mercy to those of their brethren who have gone astray
and are ruined in sin, just as I also gave My life for the
salvation of all?
5. My children are like salt in the
world (Matt. v.13). If the salt crystals are not dissolved they
cannot transmit their flavour. So with My children. If they are
not melted in the fire of love and the Holy Spirit, and made into
a living sacrifice, they will not be able to bring a single soul
that spiritual and heavenly life by which they may be saved. They
will be no better than Lot's wife who became a pillar of salt (Gen.
xix.26). But just as for your sakes I was melted in Gethesemane (Luke
xxii.44), and on the cross gave up My life that I might save the
lives of men, for life must be paid for with life, so you also
are called upon to give up your lives and thus bring the savour
of spiritual life to others and deliver them from death.
6. A certain murderer, instead of
being hanged, was sent into battle, and there he fought for his
king and country with such dauntless courage that although he was
severely wounded he came back a conqueror. After the victory he
was brought into the court again to be sentenced. The king,
seeing on his body the marks of his wounds, cancelled the
sentence of death, and not only forgave his crime, but also
highly rewarded him and raised him to a post of honour. So those
who on My side fight in the Holy War against Satan with courage
and boldness that they may save their brethren and sisters, shall
not only receive from Me the forgiveness of their sins, but in
the kingdom of God I will bestow on them a crown and a kingdom (James
v.20; Rev. iii.21).
7. As the pipe that is used to
convey clean water is itself kept clean by the water which passes
through it, so those, who through the Holy Spirit carry the Water
of Life to others, are themselves purified and become heirs to
the kingdom of God.
8. The best way for the believer to
be fitted for the reception of the Holy Spirit and for service is
to be obedient to the heavenly voice and immediately, as far as
ability goes, to begin to serve. As to become a good swimmer it
is useless to receive instruction unless one enters the water and
strikes out for oneself, and only by constantly practising, first
in shallow water and then in deep, can one become an adept in the
art, so, in order to learn how to save the souls of those who are
sinking in the dark waters of sin, the best way is to enter the
only real and practical school of divinity, which is union with
Myself (Acts iv.13).
9. There are some who are kept back
from serving by the thought of their lack of ability, and do not
remember that My strength gives power in weakness (2 Cor. xii.9).
They are like invalids who, though they have recovered from their
disease and are taking nourishing food, yet remain weak because
they do no work and take no proper exercise. What such believers
need is that they should put their trust in Me and set out to
save sinners from destruction.
1. Love is the touchstone by which
the reality of truth is perceived, and by it shall all men know
that ye are My disciples (John xiii.35). I also make use of the
sword of justice, so that at first sight some are inclined to
think that, like Solomon, I intend to finish My work without
mercy (1 Kings iii.16-28), but My object, like his, is to apply
the touchstone of love which will bring out the truth, and show
that you are the children of that God of Love who gave His life
to save yours. You ought therefore to abide in that love and
serve one another, and even give your lives to serve others, as I
also gave My life for you. Then as I live ye shall live also (John
xiv.19).
2. If ye are My disciples indeed
your service of love will bear much fruit (John xv.8). And if men
speak evil of you and pelt you with reproaches, pray for them,
and instead of reproaching them let them taste the sweet fruit of
your love.
Mischievous boys, when they catch
sight of sweet fruit on a tree, pelt it with stones, and the tree
without a murmur drops upon them, instead of stones, its charming
fruit. For the tree has no stones to throw, but what God has
given it, it gives without complaining. Be not cast down by ill
treatment, for the fact that men fling abuse at you is full proof
that yours is a fruitful life. Though they treat you thus from
envy and spite, yet by that means the glory of your heavenly
Father is made manifest. Do not suppose that God hungers after
glory, or that there is anything lacking in His glory that man
can supply. By no means! The object of His love is to lift that
mean creature man out of the sinful state into which he has
fallen and bear him upwards to His heaven of glory. Thus He gives
not glory to Himself but to man by cleansing and purifying him,
and in this the wonder and majesty of His love is made manifest.
3. To those who by their labours
have enabled many to turn from sin and find righteousness in Me,
I will grant such glory that they shall first of all shine like
the stars, and then being made perfect shall shine like the sun
in the kingdom of their Father. The stars fade and disappear at
the rising of the Sun of Righteousness, but the wish of My Father
is that His sons should be made perfect like Himself and shine
with Him in everlasting glory, rejoicing for ever in His
boundless and eternal love.
4. There are little creatures far
inferior to man, like the firefly, with its flickering light, and
certain small plants among the vegetation in the Himalayas, which
by their faint phosphorescent radiance illuminate as far as they
can the dark jungle where they live. Tiny fish also that swim in
the deep waters of the ocean give forth a glimmering light which
guides other fish and helps them to elude their enemies. How much
more ought My children to be lights in the world (Matt. v.14) and
be eager in self-sacrifice to bring into the way of truth, by
means of their God-given light, those who by reason of darkness
are liable to become the prey of Satan.
5. If they do not use these heaven-sent
powers in the service of God and His creatures they are in danger
of losing for ever those heavenly gifts. This is what has
happened to certain fish that live in the deep waters of dark
caves, also to some hermits in Tibet, for both have lived so long
in darkness that they have entirely lost their sight. In like
manner the ostrich, through not using its wings, has lost
altogether the power of flight. Take heed, therefore, not to
neglect whatever gifts or talents have been entrusted to you, but
make use of them that you may share in the bliss and glory of
your Master (Matt. xxv.14-30).
6. Sometimes when there is some
great act of service to be done, I choose for My purpose those
who are little esteemed in the eyes of the world, for they make
no boast of their own power or wisdom, but putting their entire
trust in Me, and accounting what little ability they possess as
of no great value, they devote all they have and are to My work
for men (1 Cor. i.26-30). For instance, when I fed in the
wilderness five thousand men with five loaves and two fishes, you
will remember that I did not perform this miracle by the agency
of My disciples, for they were full of doubt and perplexity and
wished to send the multitude away hungry (John vi.9). My servant
on that occasion was a little lad whom I had cured of the palsy.
Filled with a desire to hear My words he determined to follow Me.
His poor mother wrapped up in his clothes some barley cakes and
dried fish, enough for two or three days journey, so when inquiry
was made for food for the multitude this faithful little lad at
once brought all that he had and laid it at the disciples feet.
Though there were wealthy people there who had with them much
better food, such as wheaten cakes, they were not prepared to
give them up; so it was from the barley cakes of this boy, My
namesake, that by My blessing the multitude was fed with the
choicest food.
7. There are many who are so
wanting in gratitude that whatever blessings are bestowed upon
them, even to the extent of miracles being performed for their
benefit, they still remain dissatisfied and ungrateful. Such
people can never be used for the service and blessing of others,
but are like the man whom I healed after he had suffered for
thirty-eight years from an incurable disease, for instead of
being grateful and believing on Me he did not even trouble to
remember My name (John v.12-13). From such people the world can
hope for no blessing; it comes only from those who, like the poor
widow, are ready to give up all they have, even all their living
(Luke xxi.2-4).
8. For true service and the
performance of duty My servants must be ready to offer even life
itself--like that faithful soldier who remained at his post in
the bitter cold and falling snow till he froze to death, and like
a statue still kept his place, though the others of the watch
went off to warm themselves at the fire. When the king came and
saw him standing fixed and faithful still in death, he took off
his crown and placed it for a space upon his head, saying: "Such
a faithful soldier and servant is worthy of the honour and glory
of my diadem. Would that he had lived, for then I would have made
him the head of my kingdom!" Such must my faithful servants
be in the service to which I have appointed them, and to those
who finish their work with like faith and courage I will grant a
fadeless crown of eternal kingship (2 Tim. iv.4, 5-8).
9. Many there are who have wasted
the precious time given to them for My service, but even now
there is an opportunity for them to rouse themselves and make the
best use of the time that remains to them. They are like a hunter
who, while wandering in the jungle, picked up some pretty stones
on the bank of a stream. Unaware of their value he used them one
by one in his sling to shoot at the birds seated on the trees
near the river, and so one by one they fell into the water and
were lost. With one still in his hand he returned to the city,
and as he passed along the bazaar a jeweller caught sight of it,
and told the silly fellow that it was a valuable diamond for
which he could get thousands of rupees. When he heard this he
began to bewail himself and say, "Woe is me! I didn't know
their value, and have been using many of these diamonds to shoot
at birds by the riverside, and they have fallen into the river
and are lost, otherwise I should have been a millionaire. Still I
have saved this one, and that is something gained." Every
day is like a precious diamond, and though many priceless days
have been wasted in the pursuit of fleeting pleasures, and are
for ever sunk in the depths of the past, you should awake to the
value of what remains, and bringing it into the best possible use
gather for yourself spiritual riches. Use it in My service, who
have given to you life and all its priceless blessings, and by
using them to save others from sin and death you will obtain an
everlasting and heavenly reward.
The Disciple,--What is the
meaning and purpose of the cross, and why do pain and suffering
exist in the world?
The Master,--1. The cross is
the key to heaven. At the moment when by My baptism I took the
cross upon My shoulders for the sake of sinners, heaven was
opened, and by means of My thirty-three years bearing of the
cross and by death upon it, heaven, which by reason of sin was
closed to believers, was for ever opened to them.
Now as soon as believers take up
their cross and follow Me they enter heaven through Me (John x.9)
and begin the enjoyment of that unbounded bliss which the world
cannot understand, for heaven is closed to unbelief. Hope and
experience will teach the unbeliever that joy follows pain, but
that that joy does not endure. But I give to My children
ease in pain, and perfect happiness and peace. Those who joyfully
take up My cross are themselves upborne by it, and ever supported
by that cross they enter heaven at last.
2. Pain arises out of man's
perverse and rebellious nature, just as tropical heat is irksome
and painful to those who live in cold lands, and bitter cold to
those who live in tropic climes. Heat and cold depend on the
relation of the earth to the sun. So man, by the exercise of his
own free will, enters into a state of agreement or disagreement
with God, and inasmuch as the laws of God are intended for the
spiritual health and happiness of man, opposition to them brings
about spiritual pain and suffering. Now God, instead of
altogether removing these states of opposition and rebellion to
His will, makes use of them to make clear to man that this world
was not created to be his home, but is to him a foreign land (2
Cor. v.1,2,6).
This world is but to prepare him
for a perfect and eternal home, and the oft-repeated blows of ill-fortune
are intended to keep his spirit awake, lest he should become
careless, and falling away from the truth share in the ruin of
this unstable world. He is meant to come into communion with his
Maker and, after being freed from the suffering and misery of
this fleeting life, to enter into His heaven of eternal happiness
and peace.
3. Pain and suffering are bitter as
poison, but it is also well known that sometimes the antidote of
a poison is itself a poison. And thus I sometimes employ pain and
suffering as bitter medicines in order to promote the spiritual
health and vigour of My believers. As soon as their perfect
health is secured there will be an end of all suffering. Their
pain is no pleasure to Me, for My one object is their eternal
well-being (Lam. iii.31,33).
4. Just as after a shock of
earthquake springs of sweet water sometimes emerge in desert
places, and the arid wastes are irrigated and become fruitful, so
in certain cases the shock of suffering opens up within the heart
of a man hidden springs of living water, and in place of
murmurings and complainings there issue from him streams of
gratitude and joy (Ps. cxix.67,71).
5. As soon as a child enters the
world it is most necessary that it should begin to cry and scream,
so that its breath may have free play and its lungs be brought
into full use; and if for some reason it does not cry out it must
be slapped till it does so. Just so with perfect love. I
sometimes cause My children to cry out by the blows and stings of
pain and suffering, that the breath of prayer may have free
course through the lungs of their spirit and they may thus gain
fresh vigour and abide in endless life.
6. The cross is like a walnut whose
outer rind is bitter, but the inner kernel is pleasant and
invigorating. So the cross does not offer any charm of outward
appearance, but to the cross-bearer its true character is
revealed, and he finds in it the choicest sweets of spiritual
peace.
7. When I became incarnate, I bore
the cruel cross for man's salvation, not for the six hours of My
crucifixion only, or even for the three and a half years of My
ministry, but for the whole thirty-three and a half years of My
life, in order that man might be delivered from the bitterness of
death. Just as it is painful to a cleanly man to stay for even a
few minutes in a filthy and unclean place, so those who abide in
Me find it most distasteful to have to live among vicious people;
and this is the reason why some men of prayer, distressed by the
foulness of sin, have abandoned the world and gone to live as
hermits in deserts and caves. Consider this, then, when men who
have been sinners themselves feel the presence of sin so hard to
bear that they cannot endure the company of their own kind, so
much that they leave them, and never wish to return to them again,
how extremely painful and hard a cross must Mine have been, that
I, the Fountain of Holiness, should have had to live for more
than thirty-three years constantly among men defiled with sin. To
understand this and rightly to appreciate it is beyond the powers
of man's mind, and even the angels desire to look into it (1 Pet.
i.12). For before the creation they knew that God is Love, and
yet it was to them a most wonderful and amazing thing that the
love of God should be such that, in order to save His creatures
and to bring to them eternal life, He should become incarnate and
bear the cruel cross.
8. In this life even I share the
cross of those who abide in Me, and enter into their sufferings (Acts
ix.4). Though they are creatures and I am their Creator, yet,
just as the body and the spirit, though separate entities, are
yet so intermingled that if even the smallest part of the body
feels pain the spirit immediately becomes conscious of it; so I
am the life and spirit of My children, and they are, as it were,
My body and members. I share their every pain and grief, and at
the right moment give them relief.
9. As I Myself bore the cross I am
able to deliver and keep in perfect safety those who are
crossbearers, even while they walk amid fires of persecution. I
was with the three young men in Nebuchadnezzar's furnace, which
with all its raging had no power to hurt them (Dan. iii.23-5; 1
Peter iv.12-13). So those who by the baptism of the Holy Spirit
have received the new life will never feel the fires of
persecution nor any hurtful thing, for they ever abide in Me in
eternal peace and safety.
1. In the bitter cold of winter the
trees stand bare of leaves, and it seems as if their life, too,
had departed for ever, yet in the spring time they put forth new
leaves and beautiful flowers, and the fruit begins to show itself.
So was it with Me in My crucifixion and resurrection, and so it
is with my faithful cross-bearers (2 Cor. iv.8-11; vi.4-10).
Though they seem to be crushed and dead beneath their cross they
still put forth the beautiful flowers and glorious fruits of
eternal life which abide for ever.
2. In grafting a sweet tree on to a
bitter one, both feel the knife and both are called upon to
suffer in order that the bitter may bear sweet fruit. So, too, in
order to introduce good into man's evil nature, it was necessary
that first of all I Myself and afterwards believers also should
suffer the agonies of the cross, that they might in future for
ever bear good fruit, and thus the glorious love of God be made
manifest.
3. If in this world men persecute
and slander you do not let this surprise or distress you, for
this is for you no place of rest, but a battlefield. Woe to you
when men of the world praise you (Luke vi.26), for this proves
that you have taken on their perverse ways and habits. It is
against their very nature and temper to praise My children, for
light and darkness cannot exist together. If for the sake of
appearances evil men act contrary to their nature and cease to
persecute you, yours is the greater injury, for their influence
enters into your spiritual life, and your spiritual progress is
hindered.
Further, to put your trust in the
world or in worldly men is to build your house upon the sand, for
today they will raise you aloft and tomorrow will so cast you
down that there will be no trace left of you, for they are in all
things unstable. When I went up to Jerusalem at the Passover,
they all with one voice began to cry out, "Hosanna! Hosanna!"
(Matt. xxi.9), and only three days after, when they saw that what
I said was against their life of sin and self-seeking, they at
once changed over and began to cry, "Crucify Him! Crucify
Him!" (Luke xxiii.21).
4. If through some misunderstanding
some, or even all, believers turn against you and cause you pain,
you must not count it a misfortune, for if in all honesty and
faithfulness under the guidance of the Holy Spirit you continue
to do your duty, remember that God Himself and all the hosts of
heaven are on your side.
Do not allow yourself to be
discouraged, for the time is at hand when all your good designs
and purposes and all your unselfish love will be made known to
the whole world, and, in the presence of all, honour will be done
to you for your labours and faithful service.
I, too, for the salvation of men,
had to renounce all things, and was Myself renounced by all, yet
at the last I regained all and everything. Neither be surprised
if the world desert you, for it has deserted God Himself, so that
in this you are seen to be a true son of your Father.
5. Do not suppose that those who
live in luxury and seem to be always successful in worldly
affairs are all true worshippers of God, for the opposite is
often the case. It is possible for sheep to wander away from the
fold and the shepherd, and find in the jungle good pasturage, but
they are all the time in danger of being torn to pieces by wild
beasts, which will indeed be their fate in the end. But those who
abide in the fold with the shepherd, though they may appear to be
sick and feeble, are certainly free from danger and in the
shepherd's care. This is the difference between believers and
unbelievers.
6. The life of the believer and
that of the unbeliever show great similarity in their beginning,
but when their end comes, they are as diverse as the snake and
the silkworm. The snake, however many times he casts his skin,
remains a snake and nothing else, but the silkworm, when it casts
off its unsightly cocoon, becomes a new creature, and as a dainty
pretty moth flies about in the air. So the believer, casting
aside this body, enters into a state of spiritual glory and flies
about for ever in heaven, while the sinner after death is but a
sinner still.
Though the silkworm, cramped within
the cocoon, is in a state of depression and struggle as though
upon a cross, yet this very condition of strife and difficulty
gives strength to its wings, and fits it for the life that is to
be. So My children, while in the body, are in a state of
spiritual struggle and conflict, and look forward to their
release with sighs and longing, but through the bearing of the
cross I give them strength, and they become fully prepared and
fitted for that state of endless life (Rom. viii.23).
In the midst of this spiritual
warfare, and even while they are bearing their cross, I give them
a truly wonderful peace of heart, that their courage may not fail.
For instance, when a faithful martyr of Mine had borne witness to
Me in word and deed, his enemies took him and hung him up to a
tree head downwards. In this condition such was his peace of mind
that he was utterly unconscious of the pain and disgrace to which
he was subjected, and turning to his persecutors said, "The
way you have treated me does not distress or dismay me, for I can
expect nothing else in a world where everything is upside down,
and where one can see nothing upright. In accordance with your
own nature you have turned me as you think upside down, but in
reality I am right side up. Just as when a slide is put into a
magic lantern wrong way up it shows the picture correctly, so
though now in the eyes of the world I am upside down, I am for
ever right side up before God and the heavenly world, and I
praise Him for this glorious cross."
8. For believers it would sometimes
be an easy thing to become a martyr to My Name, but I also need living
witnesses who will daily offer themselves as living sacrifices
for the salvation of others (1 Cor. xv.31). For death is easy,
but it is hard to live, for a believer's life is a daily dying.
But those who are thus ready to lay down their lives for My sake
shall share My glory and live with Me for ever in fullness of joy.
9. Should pain and suffering,
sorrow, and grief, rise up like clouds and overshadow for a time
the Sun of Righteousness and hide Him from your view, do not be
dismayed, for in the end this cloud of woe will descend in
showers of blessing on your head, and the Sun of Righteousness
rise upon you to set no more for ever (John xvi.20-22).
The Disciple,--Master, what
are heaven and hell, and where are they?
The Master,--1. Heaven and
hell are the two opposite states in the spiritual realm. They
have their origin in the heart of man and it is in this world
that their foundations are laid. Since man cannot see his own
spirit, so neither can he see these two states of the soul. But
he has experience of them within him, just as he feels pain from
a blow and perceives sweetness from eating sweetmeats. The wound
caused by the blow may increase until it caused the greatest pain
and finally ends in death and decay, as on the other hand the
sweetmeats may by digestion promote strength. In the same way the
pain of a sinful act and the happiness of a good deed may to some
extent be apparent immediately, yet the full penalty or reward
for them will be perceived only on entry into the spiritual realm.
2. In this world man is never
satisfied for long with one thing, but is ever in search of a
change of circumstances or surroundings; for which it is clear
that the fleeting things of this world never can satisfy him, for
he wants something that is stable and unchanging and always
agreeable to his tastes and desires. When in his search he finds
this reality in Me, the desire for all further change comes to an
end, because one does not grow wearied of perfect society and
complete happiness, for this is the one demand of both body and
spirit. In truth, to obtain a true peace is the one object of the
human soul. Sometimes there comes to the heart of man, without
any thought or desire of his own, a sudden sensation of pleasure
or pain which is an emanation from the spiritual world of heaven
or hell. These come to him again and again, gradually one or
other of these prevails, according to his spiritual habit, and by
steadily appropriating one of these he makes a final choice. In
this way the foundation of heaven or hell is built up in a man's
heart while still in this world, and after death he enters into
that state which, in this life, his desires or passions have
prepared him for.
3. Some say that desire is the root
of all pain and sorrow, therefore it is not right to desire
happiness in heaven or in communion with God, for salvation
consists in killing all desire. To say this is as great a folly
as to tell a thirsty man to kill his thirst instead of giving him
water to drink, for thirst or desire is part of life itself. To
take away desire or thirst without satisfying them is to destroy
life, and this is not salvation but death. Just as thirst implies
water, and water is intended to remove thirst, so the existence
of desire in the soul implies the existence of true happiness and
peace. When the soul finds Him who planted within it that desire,
it receives far greater satisfaction than the thirsty man does
from water, and this satisfaction of the soul's desire we call
heaven.
4. There are many in this world who
are like the man who died from thirst although he was in the
midst of the boundless waters of the ocean, for sea water could
not quench his thirst or save his life. Just so there are men who
are living in the boundless ocean of love, and yet because the
fresh water of God's grace is bitterness to them in their
disobedience and sin, they perish with thirst. But for those who
repent of their sin and turn to Me fountains of living water gush
up from that sea of love, and they find in Him who loves them
satisfaction and enduring peace. This, too, we call heaven.
5. There are many who have
conceived such a love and devotion to the world that though by
the example and teaching of My children their hearts are often
lifted heavenwards, yet drawn down by the force of gravity, like
stones that have been thrown upwards, they fall back into the
world and finally slip into hell. But when man turns his heart to
Me in true repentance, I cleanse the temple of his heart with the
whips of love and make it a heavenly abode for the King of kings.
This earthly life is such that the glory and pomp of kings are
seen but today, and tomorrow are mingled with the dust. But those
who become sons of the kingdom of God have glory and honour,
thrones and crowns, and of their kingdom, which is heaven, there
is no end.
6. Sinners in order to increase
their pleasures steal the good things of others, and that is why
men, good as well as bad, lock up their houses when they go
abroad. And this locking up of goods must go on as long as men's
hearts are locked against their Lord and Maker. When, however,
the lock of the heart is open to Him whoever stands knocking at
the door (Rev. iii.20), the desires and longings of the heart
will be fulfilled. Then there will be no further need for the
locking up of houses, for instead of stealing each other's goods
and doing each other mischief all will serve one another in love.
For when men give to God what is due to Him they will seek only
what is good. Thus they enter into His wondrous joy and peace;
and this is heaven.
7. When I gave My life upon the
cross for the sons of men that I might save sinners from hell and
lead them into heaven, two thieves, one on each side of Me, met
death at the same time. Although to all appearance we all three
suffered a like fate, from a spiritual point of view there was a
vast difference. One of them shut up his heart against Me and met
his death unrepentant, but the other opened his heart to Me in
true repentance, and in communion with Me found life, and that
very day entered Paradise with Me (Luke xxiii.39-43). This
Paradise exists not only beyond the grave, but begins in the
hearts of men now, though it is hidden from the eyes of the world
(Luke xvii.21). A faithful martyr of Mine was at the point of
death after suffering untold agonies at the hands of his
persecutors, and was so filled with the joy of heaven that he
turned to them and said, "O that I could open my heart to
you, and show you the wonderful peace I have, which the world can
neither give nor take away! Then you would be convinced of its
truth, but it is the hidden manna which is unseen and
unseeable." After his death those foolish folk tore out his
heart, hoping to find something precious in it, but they found
nothing, for the reality of that heaven is known only to those
who accept it and find in it their joy.
8. The womb of Mary, where in a
fleshly form I had My abode for a few months, was not a place so
blessed as the heart of the believer in which for all time I have
My home and make it a heaven (Luke ix.27,28).
9. There are many who long for
heaven yet miss it altogether through their own folly. A poor
begger sat for twenty-one years on the top of a hidden treasure
chamber, and was so consumed with the desire to be rich that he
horded up all the coppers that he received. Yet he died in a
miserable state of poverty, utterly unaware of the treasure over
which he had been sitting for years. Because he sat so long on
the same spot a suspicion arose that he had something valuable
buried there. So the Governor had the place dug up and discovered
a hoard of valuables, which afterwards found its way into the
royal treasury. My word is nigh thee, in thy mouth and in thy
heart (Deut. xxx.14).
10. Those who know nothing of the
spiritual life declare that it is impossible to experience real
peace and heavenly joy in this grief-stricken world. But those
who have experience of the spiritual life know that just as one
finds here and there in the midst of the ice fields of the polar
regions flowing streams of hot water, so in the midst of this
cold and sorrow-laden world there are to be found flowing in the
hearts of believers restful streams of heavenly peace, for the
hidden fire of the Holy Spirit glows within them.
11. Although God made all men of
one blood and created all in His own form and likeness, He has
made them to differ in character, temperament, and powers. For if
all the flowers in the world were of the same colour and scent,
then the very face of the earth would lose its charm. The sun's
rays as they pass through coloured glass do not change the
colours, but only bring out their varied beauty and charm. In the
same way the Sun of Righteousness, both in this world and in
heaven, through the God-given virtues of believers and saints
continually makes manifest His unbounded glory and love. Thus I
abide in them and they in Me, and they will have joy for evermore.
The Disciple,--Master, some
people say that the comfort and joy that believers experience are
simply the outcome of their own thoughts and ideas. Is this true?
The Master,--1. That comfort
and abiding peace which believers have within themselves is due
to My presence in their hearts, and to the life-giving influence
of the fullness of the Holy Spirit. As for those who say that
this spiritual joy is the result only of the thoughts of the
heart, they are like a foolish man who was blind from his birth,
and who in the winter time used to sit out in the sunshine to
warm himself. When they asked him what he thought of the sun's
heat he stoutly denied that there was such a thing as the sun,
and said, "This warmth which I am now feeling on the outside
comes from within my own body, and is nothing more than the
powerful effort of my own thoughts. This is utter nonsense that
people tell me about something like a big ball of fire hanging up
in the sky." Take heed, therefore, lest anyone captures you
"with philosophy and vain deceit, after the traditions of
men and after the rudiments of the world." (Col. ii.8).
2. If true happiness depended on
the thoughts of man, then all philosophers and deep thinkers
would be filled to overflowing with it. But with the exception of
such of them as believe in Me, those who are wise in the
philosophy of this world are altogether devoid of happiness,
except for a kind of fleeting pleasure which they derive from
following out certain rules of their own.
But I have so created man that he
has a natural fitness for the reception of the Holy Spirit by
means of which alone is he able to receive this heavenly life and
joy. As in charcoal there is a natural fitness to receive fire,
but without oxygen the fire cannot enter it, so unless the oxygen
of the Holy Spirit finds an entrance into a man's soul he will
remain in darkness and will never enjoy this true and lasting
peace (John iii.8).
3. This fitness of heart and
thoughts of man is like that of the strings of a guitar or violin.
When these are tightened and made to harmonize, then by the touch
of the plectrum or the bow the most charming music is produced;
but if that is not done the touch of the bow only produces
discords. And the production of sweet sounds when the strings all
harmonize is again dependent on the air, by the force and motion
of which sound is carried into the ear. In the same way, to
harmonize the thoughts and imaginations of men the presence of
the stimulating breath of the Holy Spirit is necessary. When that
is present there will be produced heavenly airs and joyous
harmonies in men's hearts, both in this life and in heaven.
The Disciple,--Master,
sometimes I am conscious that my peace and happiness have
departed. Is this because of some hidden sin of mine, or is there
some other reason unknown to me?
The Master,--1. Yes, this is
sometimes due to disobedience, but occasionally I appear to leave
My children for a short time and then they become lonely and
restless. Then while they are in that condition I am able to
reveal to them their actual selves and their utter weakness, and
teach them that apart from Me they are nothing but dry bones (Ezek.
xxxvii.1-14); so that they may not in a constant state of rest
and peace forget their essential condition, and, deeming
themselves to be God, fall through pride into the punishment of
hell (1 Tim. iii.6; Jude 6; Isa. xiv.12-17). In this way they are
trained and educated; and when they humbly and meekly abide in Me,
who created them, they will enjoy eternal happiness in heaven.
2. Sometimes it happens that when I
enter into My children and fill them with the fullness of the
Spirit, they overflow with such divine happiness and joy that
they are not able to endure the glory and blessing that is theirs,
and so fall into a state of faintness or even unconsciousness.
For flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God, nor
temporal things those which are eternal, until men are set free
from the power of vain mortality and raised into glory (1 Cor. xv.50,53;
Rom. viii.19-22). Then shall My will be done on earth in every
creature, even as it is done in heaven. Then shall pain and
suffering, sorrow and sighing, woe and death be for ever done
away, and all My children shall enter into the kingdom of My
Father, which is joy in the Holy Ghost, and they shall reign for
ever and ever (Rom. xiv.17; Rev. xxi.4; xxii.5).
Dear Master, Thy varied blessings and gifts have filled my
heart to overflowing with gratitude and praise. But the praise of
heart and tongue do not suffice me until I prove by my deeds that
my life is devoted to Thy service. Thanks and praise be to Thee
that Thou hast brought me, unworthy though I am, out of death
into life and made me to rejoice in Thy fellowship and love. I
know not as I ought either myself or my sore need, but Thou, O
Father, knowest full well Thy creatures and their necessities.
Nor can I love myself as Thou lovest me. To love myself truly is
to love with heart and soul that boundless love which gave me
being, and that love Thou art. Thou hast therefore given me but
one heart, that it might be fixed on one only, on Thee, who didst
create it.
Master, to be seated at Thy feet is
better far than to sit upon the lordiest throne of earth, for it
means to be enthroned for ever in the eternal kingdom. And now,
on the altar of these sacred feet I offer myself as a burnt
sacrifice. Graciously accept me, and wheresoever and howsoever
Thou wilt, use me for Thy service. For Thou art mine, and I
belong to Thee, who didst take this handful of dust and make me
in Thine own image and didst grant me the right to become Thy son.
All honour and glory and praise and
thanksgiving be unto Thee for ever and ever. Amen.